So on

I don't understand what mood that I felt. It such a terrifying days. People said,  if you feel sad try to write it out cause that's the easiest way to reduce the pain. I'll try..

I don't even know what kind of "(don't wanna say it re:peep)" this. I just feel useless and this is so sick dude. I always have people's back's but nobody ever has mine...i think. Nobody said that it'd be easy, they just promised it would be worth it.

Hm..... do you ever write a really long message and you're like "wait, you know what? they don't even care" and end up with delete it. Suck.

What the hell to you? 

Never ignore a person who loves and cares for you, because one day you may realize that you’ve lost the moon while counting the stars. Being ignored by someone whose attention means the world to you is the worst feeling. Sometimes, I think you forget that I have feelings too.

It was too fast. I don't even now the reason is. You can say HI so you absolutely could say GOODBYE..at least goodbye.. 

There are so many people who care of me. And I still think about you. It's better to quietly miss someone, than to let them know and get no response back. I miss you, but you wrong and I hate you. I wish I could go back to the day I met you and just walk away. Because honestly it would've saved me so much hurt and pain.

Never play someone's feelings because you're unsure yours. Hardest thing in life, letting go of what you thought was real. I'm sorry for being so gloomy.