I am unwritten

I can speak the words on your lips. 

Drench yourself in words unspoken.

Bon Appétit (2)

I saw u

Ur so fragile

The cold of ice seems hotter than u

Someone so lost to understand that live maybe that hard

Poor people, living in sky but buried down in ground

It must be hard for you

To saw me as your reflection

Just admit it

Its hurt right to call me the one that got away?

Better take that sad song called “chemistry” to wipe your long confession

Cause today I understand that we didn't need that

We just need a moment to think, that even though we are in one line doesn't mean we could go to the same way.

Cheers to tasteless drink and cold food. Finally...Bon Appetit!

 

10:2

 

Dalam isyarat kepolisian kode 10.2 memiliki arti “dimana” atau pertanyaan posisi saat ini. 

Dimana?

Ini tempat favorit ku, beratapkan langit, tanpa pendingin udara, tempat ini sudah cukup sejuk untuk fikiranku yang berisik.

One of my friend sent me video https://vt.tiktok.com/ZSF8MjtSw/ It said that some of women could live in death (mind). And my friend said “Semoga Punol Sehat Selalu”

Ingin ku jawab, memangnya aku kenapa? Apakah orang dalam vidio itu aku? Memangnya fikiran apa sih yang selalu memenuhi otak ini?.

If I could scale it from one to ten, I surely had 0. I’m clueless, again. Like someone lost a direction but still heading North.

Di tubuhku, aku punya 10 semangat, I know it wrong, I know I might be suffering again and again. Tapi biarkan aku menikmati semangatku ini, dari pada aku harus membusuk sendiri dengan hati yang sudah lama tak kumiliki.

Dengan 2 pertanyaan yang tersisa. Bolehkah aku utarakan sekarang?

Apakah aku akan bahagia? atau apakah orang mati itu akan hidup lagi?

Guess Me Not

I still figure it out when was the last time I felt this kind of feeling…

Is that love?

Did I love you?

I've tried praying but I don't know what you're saying to me…

You blew me out, brutally 

Like Im your 2am thought

Sadly you have more than enough time to think about another topics

I just a losing stars who try to light up the dark

But, I could see a big sky with you tho..

You even provide me a champagne supernova that I never been imagine before..

Then again, the fact is you own your universe that I enjoyed being in tiny space of it.

Either this a lovely poem or not, 

it will come in your point of view.

We are just Two of a kind

Could we find a way? Or will there be a way?

With all the things caught in my mind

All we seem to know is how to show the feelings that are wrong.

there's not a lot to say, guess me not?

Bon appétit!

Call me an angel but actually I'm a Silent Killer. You could die by seeing my Smile. Call me a devil but actually I'm your sweet dream....but still please prepare for the worst nightmare.

Deep down in my soul, I know I had that thing. I know I had that emotions. I just waiting for the best timing to set my revenge scene. People said that the very good revenge start with present the most delicious food in cold. Was everything alright? Would you like coffee or dessert too?

Speaking about food....

Oh Life...Do you remember how I warn you about my condition? that day I feel starving...and you bring me an Ice Cream, you even propose me with a special brew. That day I think we agree that everyone is happy. 

Until you give me a poison apple.... 

But don't worry, I've prepared the most delicious thing that you wouldn't miss a bite. Please enjoy my bunch of piece of disenchantment.