Conversation about Disappointment

Had a great conversation with my mom. Oh ye, my mom is the first person that I believe the MOST. I always tell every inch of my story to my mom. Every inch, collage life, friends, work or even love.

Mom: "Why that long face?"
Me: "What?"
Mom: "You are upset now, rite?"
Me: "Why you can see it while they couldn't?"
Mom: "Cause I am your mother.... so tell me"
Me: "Why people aren't nice while I'm doing a super nice things to them?"
Mom: "So?"
Me: "Yea.. I mean, I always do my best to everypeople. I care about them, I am also a very loyal person"
Mom: "That's in your mind, rite? People also think like that.."
Me: "But mom, God said for always doing yours in nice way so you also can get a nice respond...why I don't get it?"
Me: "I give them my attention, I trust to them, I don't care about small bad things they did to me, I always forgive them, I always say oke and never mind, If my enemy wants me again...I will even say yes. What else? Isn't my heart good enough?"
Mom: "Don't be a too-good-hearted-girl. People just like that, they are good and bad at once. That's life, don't be so serious.. Don't think too much"
Me: "I always think that being a good girl can give me a good respond for everyone. But they aren't treat me the way I treat them"
Mom: "All you should to just not to be a too-good-hearted-girl if you don't wanna feel too hurt. Cause you can't predict human"
Me: "I don't know mom........and mom can I ask you something? but please no laugh inside.."
Mom: "What?"
Me: "Why people only make an effort when they want something? But when they already got it, they even not take care what actually they want in yesterday?"
Mom: "Love?"
Me: "Not only in love mom.."
Mom: "So yes, people just make an effort for the things they really want. Whatever ways, they would take it. Man..sometimes man always doing like that."
Me: "Why? Why? While here I am..always take care all I have. Things, friends, jobs, and mostly love"
Mom: "Hell no kid, you are still in a longggg way journey. They actually care of you too"
Me: "I wish it too. And mom, how was their feeling when they take a new one and throw away a good one?"
Mom: "Disappointment"
Me: "But they always trying to looking good................ I know the answer"

End up conversation.

As you already knew, I just can't.....being rude with everypeople. I prefer to stop talking with them than saying a bad words. Actually, I'm in upset mode. But not too much, cause my mom teach me how to not upset anymore. I learn that there's no good people. I met many people everyday, some of them look so good in the outside but actually they are a sly. I met a grumpy one, and they surely a very good person and kind. There was yin and yang. There always be 2 side of life. But I still believe, bad and good people probably can life together. Hugging like yin and yang... and also do cuddles.